I just want you

I just want you, nothing more and nothing less. I don't know why my head is constantly filled up with the desire to want other things in my life. Friends? I have them and they are the best bunch of people I have come to know. Family? Couldn't ask for a better one, ya we fight and argue but who says we're perfect? Girl Friend? wow who knew that word would come out of my mouth, i think i have so much on my plate right now that, there is no need for a significant other.

Yet why is my heart and mind so restless at night, laying in bed wondering why i have such a burning passion for someone to fill my life. To fill in a hole in my heart, but as i come to realize more and more everyday, that hole isn't shaped for just anyone. It cannot be filled by a family member or friend but God. It's a God shaped hole, and yet its so hard to fill. I don't think its that simple, maybe my hole won't be filled for a long time, maybe it will happen overnight? But lately thats whats been running through my mind. Wanting God and him alone, nothing else, no strings attached, no bonus prizes. I just want him, because with God its like getting a gift that we don't ever deserve in our lifetime. Yet he's just waiting for me, to open my heart up to him, he's standing with his arms open wide. It's just a matter of time, for me to run into his arms and feel the unfailing love of my Abba.