Sunday, June 6, 2010

playing alone

Have you ever played catch by yourself? I highly doubt it, cause who does that. Well it seems like thats what I've been doing lately, throwing a ball and waiting for the other person to throw it back, so we can get the game started. That game for me never started, and I still sit and wait to have that ball thrown back towards my direction. It sucks to just sit and wait, all this anticipation is No Bueno. At least having the ball thrown back would help, but it seems as if they don't want to play with me.

They pretty much have the ball in their hands, and they continue to toy with me. Acting like they are going to throw it, then faking me out and leaving me with a false sense of hope. But what is one suppose to do? Sit and wait, believing that little sense of hope will pull through? Or do I just leave them and have them start a new game, with someone they are actually willing to play with? If they threw the ball back, and even if it didn't reach me, I would be willing to help them out. Assisting them in the process, so that the game of catch will eventually be an on going game, that never stops. Ya it may start slow and it may take a long time to get the ball flying back and forth, but it would be one game I would be willing to invest my time into.

Well one things for sure, playing alone sucks...





3 comments:

  1. throw the ball to Jesus, He tends to throw it back

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  2. i can relate to this. i'm sorry you're going through it. :(

    but yeah matt's comment was perfect.

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